Fuck you, actually.
Do you realize you come across as manipulative? There's no reason to be so damn confusing all the time. Just pick someone and go with it. If you are struggling with whether or not to piss or get off the pot then ask yourself something- what the fuck are you getting out of this? Is this a fun game for you to play? I realize that I wear my heart on my sleeve and it doesn't take much for someone to open me up and get my inner workings out- and oh my damn golly you know you do it! But, once they are out there- what the fuck is your intention? Is it just fun to know information on me so that you can pretend to like me long enough so I fall for you again? I'm sick of falling for you again and again and again. Get me off this fucking roller coaster! If you don't intend on giving me what I NEED out of a relationship then FUCK OFF. Don't fucking pretend you will, don't SAY you know what I need, actually fucking ask yourself- don't just do shit because you think it's what I want! I don't fucking know what I want half the time, how the fuck do you expect to convince me that you know!? Do you know what it takes to be the man I need? I don't know if you do. I think that you have some kind of fucking idea that is just manifested through who knows fucking what and really... REALLY what I need.... Is to just fucking be respected. And I sure as FUCK don't FEEL respected! I feel like I do my damn best to be respectful and I'm not going to say I don't fuck up ever- but, COME ON, dude. You HAVE to know how disrespectful you are being. Don't pull my damn heartstrings to get what YOU want. Don't fuck with my feelings to make yourself feel better. I'm not a fucking TOY. I'm a fucking full grown woman and I don't deserve this shit.
So, yeah. Fuck you, actually!
Do you realize you come across as manipulative? There's no reason to be so damn confusing all the time. Just pick someone and go with it. If you are struggling with whether or not to piss or get off the pot then ask yourself something- what the fuck are you getting out of this? Is this a fun game for you to play? I realize that I wear my heart on my sleeve and it doesn't take much for someone to open me up and get my inner workings out- and oh my damn golly you know you do it! But, once they are out there- what the fuck is your intention? Is it just fun to know information on me so that you can pretend to like me long enough so I fall for you again? I'm sick of falling for you again and again and again. Get me off this fucking roller coaster! If you don't intend on giving me what I NEED out of a relationship then FUCK OFF. Don't fucking pretend you will, don't SAY you know what I need, actually fucking ask yourself- don't just do shit because you think it's what I want! I don't fucking know what I want half the time, how the fuck do you expect to convince me that you know!? Do you know what it takes to be the man I need? I don't know if you do. I think that you have some kind of fucking idea that is just manifested through who knows fucking what and really... REALLY what I need.... Is to just fucking be respected. And I sure as FUCK don't FEEL respected! I feel like I do my damn best to be respectful and I'm not going to say I don't fuck up ever- but, COME ON, dude. You HAVE to know how disrespectful you are being. Don't pull my damn heartstrings to get what YOU want. Don't fuck with my feelings to make yourself feel better. I'm not a fucking TOY. I'm a fucking full grown woman and I don't deserve this shit.
So, yeah. Fuck you, actually!
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