I shifted into a new space. One where things just are the way they are supposed to be. But, now I see what's happening. I focused on different things before so I didn't notice when patterns repeated. Now, I see what is here. What keeps coming at me. The way I need to handle the repetition is not quite as clear, but it is easier to figure it out when I realize it is back again to teach me what I haven't learned. I spent a long time denying the lesson. Then taking it personally. Why me? Also, blame. It is you. It is me. But, now... I wonder... What? Instead. What is the lesson? What does this remind me of? What can I change to handle this? Not always physically, but also, mentally. This is another chance for change. How can I forgive to move forward?
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