How Does It Make You Feel? #1

I forgive you for making me feel like I shouldn't come by and enjoy your company without expectations. (AKA: You made me feel like I was expecting something tangible like a gift when I just wanted your company.)
I forgive you for never inviting me over for holidays and expecting me to just know what time or day to be there by magic.
I forgive you for making your life about certain people who demand your attention and time.
I forgive you for not reaching out to me even though you knew I was going through a rough time.
I forgive you for showing me love through buying me things and giving me a skewed sense of what is appropriate in dynamics.
I forgive you for never giving me clear examples of what mature relationships look like.
I forgive you for not trying to build relationships with me or my children.
I forgive you for not having time or energy for me.
I forgive you for referring to my EX husband as my "husband" like we are just going through a break or we are back together or something.
I forgive you for using the wrong pronouns.
I forgive you for constantly disappointing me by not showing up and being present when I needed someone like you to be.