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"I'll tell you a story..." The end of his word turned to butter in her ear. She watched him, wondering what he was thinking. His face changed the mood quickly as she studied his eyes. He glanced at her, feeling encouraged. There were too many thoughts running through her brain to take it all in at once. She caught herself several times studying his facial expressions moving like lightning rather than the pleasure at hand. It was interesting to glance at tiny fractures of emotions. Pain to excitement to curiosity. Occasionally, his face turned royal, softening, pressing soft lips gently upon her cheek. Moments later, his body would quicken, moving her like she was paper, folding into origami. Then, she would giggle. He became slightly insecure, unable to understand her own embarrassment. Hiding with her face in her hands, she smiled, unsure of her feelings. Excitement to pain to curiosity. Too shy to fully express her desires, she managed to say several times, "I'm still getting to know you."

"My ex always complained I took too long," he confessed while looking upward at his own ceiling. "At least you didn't cum too fast and apologize." She thought in between remembering encouraging almost 15 years ago someone else who took time. She let out an audible noise of contentment remembering. "What?" He pondered with a curl of enticement. She couldn't fully get the words out. How could she explain? That passing through her was every body that had ever slipped between her thighs. All the details, the emotions, the smells. Choosing her past to remember like an outfit on a hanger, sliding them back and forth in her mind. That one. He had moved onto another thought and she kept her mouth silent. Her eyes blinked softly, waiting for his brain to clear. Not sure what to expose, she listened and added commentary in her head. Even with room for pause and retort, she would be silent. Still piecing together how she may feel. Revealing too much had never been a strong suit when she was interested in a partner. Secrecy played a part in the beginning. Trust needed to be built.